\\ bursting wide (sick)

i got over a pesky cold (or flu.. or some ailment) and now i'm
back to being busy in general. i'm also getting flack in a lot of
parts in my life, and i feel like saying "fuck off": it wouldn't
change any of the problems and it wouldn't make me any
better off. so i'm facing them anyways, as precarious as they
are for me.

but in general, i'm feeling healthier and really great about
friends far away (and they know it!) and music (a new band!)
and life in general. it's really cold, but it's not bothering me.

i think i'm supposed to feel like this. invincible. and i don't
normally, but i feel like i can walk against the wind and hold
my feet on the ground. my heart and lungs feel solid; but not
dried up.

salut!
aidan knight.